the rain

the rain has come. it’s that time of year where it’s stays this time of the year until next year. anyone from vancouver knows what i mean. probably anyone from a northern city knows what i mean. i asked my friends from norway how they deal with seasonal depression as the darkness envelopes 80% of their days. they say “we don’t, we just get depressed.” not encouraging. but i do appreciate their candour. 

it does kind of encourage me to hunker down and work on the things that need finishing. kinda hard to be distracted by a potential beach party when the beach is in a state of windfuckery and torrential downpours. and i think after writing this journal (or whatever this is) for more than a year now, i am finally noticing the cyclical nature of it all. the seasons change, and so do moods. and the music i am writing is darker and more moody. and i had this feeling… like i was getting back to myself. maybe i do really like the rain? or maybe i just need it.

-felix

ps: i posted a bunch of unreleased things… what’s your fav?