the practice

today is the first day i’m not really sure what to write since i started doing this weekly in may of 2023. i guess that’s a pretty good run. i’m still here though. i’m still writing. what am i going to do… say nothing at all? sometimes there’s something to be found in the nothingness. i made a deal with myself with music that i’d try to get to the studio 5 days a week, even on the days that i don’t feel it. looking back i guess i don’t really remember the days where i ‘didn’t feel it.’ i’m sure some of those days i even started songs that i ended up liking. 

that’s the funny thing about music. it’s taste. so maybe the day you show up and make something… you’re not feeling it that day because you’re not in the mood for what you made. maybe i’m making something for future me… something that present me doesn’t understand in the moment. who knows. time to get a coffee, head to the studio, and contemplate the frail nature of it all.

hey look at that, i wrote something after all. 

-felix

ps: i added more tour dates. toronto, calgary, edmonton, idaho, florida….